I’m upset because there is no February 29th and therefore no way of me being able to acknowledge the three month anniversary of Frankie being born sleeping. When I realised this I was beside myself – how was I going to be able to acknowledge the 3 month anniversary since Frankie was born sleeping? I could acknowledge it on February 28th or March 1st, but that’s not the same – his birthday was on November 29th.
It is incredible how the smallest of things is still enough to set me off massively. On the surface it seems a bit silly to be so upset over there being no February 29th, and yet this reduced me to floods of tears. I’m so sad that I can’t light a candle for Frankie on the exact 3 month anniversary of his birthday, so I’ll have to do this on February 28th instead. There is no way I’m letting a month go by without marking the anniversary of Frankie’s birth.
I still miss Frankie every second of every day, and I don’t want to miss out on marking his birth anniversary.